This is going to be a long entry cause I did a lot of thinking today.
Did you guys watch last night's 4x200M Freestyle Relay? All I have to say is ...
wow. Michael Phelps and that crazy lead definitely helped Team USA but the other 3 swimmers did amazing as well. It's a relay. Takes a team to beat the world record. I was in awe after they finished. Makes me miss swimming competitively. Damn, why doesn't my college have a swim team. I miss Tech's swim team.
I'm currently watching a Chinese drama call
Moonlight Resonance. I think I mentioned in my previous post that my family has crazy drama & sh/t. I can soooo relate to this drama. We have different problems but nonetheless, we're a dysfunctional family. When I say family, I mean outside of my family of 4, meaning my aunts, uncles and cousins. It's none of the kids fault. My cousins and I try to hang out whenever we can to keep in touch and stay close but it's so hard. All of us are grown now. We have jobs and school and our own lives. We can barely set a date just for each other. It was so much easier when the adults talked. It was mandatory for us to go to our family hang outs whenever there was one. I miss it so much.
I went to orientation for NYIT. Coincidentally, my roommate was there. She's prettier in person and she's a really chill girl. I think I'll get along with her. I can't wait to move in and start school. I'm really really really excited. I feel like it's going to be high school all over. Entering as a shy quiet girl and leaving as a club president, a team player and a better person. I am so ready to do it again. I love the feeling of accomplishments.
I think I'm going to head out tomorrow. I keep staying home and it makes me think about everything. I hate thinking. Thinking makes me upset. I hate being upset. I'm going to go out tomorrow.
Keep watching the Olympics! China & Usa for the win.
Toodles :)
written : 5:01 PM
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