Yup, I'm officially heading back to school on Monday. I can't wait for the start of a new semester. Clean slate, start all over. I'm going to aim for all A's in every class.

I've noticed I've been really independent lately at home. (Well not financially) I clean the house for my mom without be asked to. Clean & keep my room clean. Do all the laundry. It's a good thing & I'm glad. Living at the dorms definitely teaches you a lot about being independent.

My boyfriend and I are still doing really well. We do have communication issues online though... Like we'd talk to each other on AIM but it's so frustrating cause we never know what to say to each other. And then half the time everything we say ends up a fight because I guess we both are expecting the other to say something else. But in person, we're totally cool. No communication issues. It's weird ... wouldn't it be the other way around? Trouble in person but online it'd be easier? Weird....

Being that its a new year, I've cleared out a lot of my past left in my room. All the stuff I kept from my exbf, I threw out. When I was going through them, I didn't feel anything. No missing him feelings, no wondering how he is. Is this what they mean by completely being over someone? But he's gone now & I'm glad. You only have the future to look forward to.

I also threw out everything my exbestfriend gave me. And I didn't have any feelings of regret either. It was more like feelings of relief.

I realized that once someone really walks out of my life, they'll probably never get back in. Peace bitches!

Life is pretty damn good right now. <3 :D

written : 9:28 PM

1 Comments:

At January 20, 2009 at 5:39 PM,  Deaj said… KAREN<3 something tells me that I should throw away all of the stuff my ex boyfriend gave me, but it doesn't feel right. IMY, GIRL

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